~Dark Future~

What will I become ?
Graduated and came back from UK already, started to look for job. Look at those requirements, i started to worry.... Am I able to get a good job with my result? I am regretting and disappointing on myself while I looking back on my past, I could have done better! But no point for saying this at this moment.....

Regretting is really not something that I wish to see. If my having the same mindset during that period of time then things might be different. Looking at my friends achievements and result, I really felt embarrass of myself.

Yesterday my cousin came over my house and he found a new job. Previously he was working at Singpore with a pay of 1800 to 2000 sing dollar. He is 1 year older than me. Is it a good pay? For me it is quite ok for our age, somemore he only having spm, even some of the degree holder cant get that pay.

He told us 4000 something is not enough to use, not enough to support a family. Is true, but in our age RM4000 something should be enough right? But he told us that many of his friends are earning more than 10k per month and that's the reason that make him to change job.

They are not holding degree certificate not even a certificate from any colleges but yet they earning more than those educated and professional peoples. I having degree from UK University and now I am worrying about my future. Is that funny?? The reason of study is to get a job with less pay with more stress? haiz.....

After listened to him, I myself also get motivated. I have thought over and I realised I shouldn't get satisfy easily with my result, so that I will only seek for continous improvement. I will keep this in mind!

Jia You!!

~Malaysia~

Reached Malaysia le...
Finally, I am back le...after few months stay in UK, now cant really get use to the weather here le... 32 celcius... the moment I heard the captain announce the temperature, I was so down....haha.... long time didn't heard such high temperature le... hehe

After step down from the plane, i can feel the heat... my throat not feeling well le... somemore my nose become sensitive also le .... haiz ....

Now have to find job lo... Dec have to take ACCA also le ... i guess I will be very busy in NOV and DEC le .... so i have to get myself ready for this...

~Going Back Soon~

7th Oct... the day going back to Malaysia is approaching.... 9th Oct morning flight... i still got 2 more days in UK ....

Now reflecting all the things that i had gone through.... many good memories has come across my mind especially the time spent in Charlotte Cour, it's really memorable...

My feeling very confusing...dun know whether should feel happy or sad... happy bcos i can finally see my parent and i got a lot of story to share with my family... sad is bcos i have to leave this country.... I really love this country...

~End of Europe Trip~

Finally Europe trip has come to an end... erm.... it still consider success... the only problem that we had is spending too much money on it ...hehe .... so now we all broke dy.... hehe ...

Now writing this blog at London... one of the hotel located in victorial street...3 ppl from our backpack team has surrended due to lack of budget.... so back to Birmingham 2 days earlier.... haha.... left 4 of us carry on with the trip and with their spirit...LOL...

I felt very glad while walking down frm the plane... felt like back hometown...haha.... UK still the best among so many countries in term of the peoples, environment,weather and so forth... hehe

Very soon i will going back to M'sia dy lo.... started to countdown... 6 more days....confuse with me feeling .... dun know whether should happy or feel down... hehe... i love UK aso much but i wish to meet my parent and fren in M'sia.... haiz... confusing la ...

Anyway, back M'sia is a fact that cannot be change... so just accept... and prepare to step into another part of my life...

wanna sleep lo ... goodnight everyone... take care ya ...

*i will post all my europe trip photos after i back to M'sia...